Originally Posted by
Meph
Woah, woah, woah.
Paranoia is when one is heavily influenced by anxiety or fear.
Nobody on Era intimidates me in this way.
I've been here for 12 years, and have more experience than nearly anybody I encounter.
I host when my schedule allows it. Unfortunately, I got an opening last night when you weren't online.
I'm not out to screw you over; in fact, quite the contrary.
Two nights ago, after I got my children in bed, and had a conversation with my wife about the next day's activities, I laid down.
Then I thought of you, Cudi.
I remembered that I had told you that I would host later on-- and as far as things go, I like to be a man of my word.
So I got up, brought my laptop to bed, and hosted nine events straight while I talked with my wife as we watched Everybody Loves Raymond on Netflix.
(And yeah- I really felt for you when you got screwed over in that Crate Race-- I don't know why people vote for that thing; it seems so stressful.)
Trust me, bud- I don't have it out for anybody.
Those that win events deserve to win. I don't believe in punishing people for being good at the game.
Last night, when I was hosting, I was actually thinking: "Man, Cudi's not here-- I must have just missed him."
I'm sorry you weren't online when I was hosting; no hard feelings.